Talents of Next Generation

By next generation, I mean all the people who are at least one year younger than me. There seems to be so much talent around that I feel totally ashamed for not having done anything worthwhile in my first 21 years. Yeah, I did academically well. All the limelight season was over when I graduated from 12th grade. From then, it's been mostly a downhill when it comes to personal satisfaction. Which is probably why I have end up with spiritual books and what not. There is a fire within me, and I am wondering how to unleash it at the right time. I don't know of the ways I would do that. I see around me people who make albums with big name singers, drummers, who write for newspapers, who make movies, who are major businessmen, consultants, musicians, etc. What can I say for myself? There are a few things, yeah. I don't want to be totally self critical and not award myself some credits. I shouldn't do that and kill anything that's budding inside me. As you can see, this blog is a little impulsive. I see some people having done some recordings with major music directors - not just one, but quite a few. Why the hell are they here and what the hell are they doing here? I guess they think that music won't pay them as much as engineering does. But the time will come when reality bites them and makes them regret their career choice :)