Monday, October 17, 2005

What will you do?

  • You're standing on top of a big sheet of ice in antarctica and you're naked; as far as you can see, there is no difference in view, in any direction; it is very slippery and you are freezing of course; you need to go somewhere but how will you start and get the momentum and how would you know which way to go?

  • You're a river, may be the colorado river several centuries back; you are trying to find the path that would get you to the sea by traveling the least distance, but of course you have no idea of what it is; On the way to the sea, you would definitely want to carve out the Grand Canyon, but have no idea where to begin and where the land would cooperate with you and give way; you have already made several horseshoe bends in your path and want to continue on a straight path as much as possible in the future; would you just keep hitting the rock till it breaks?
  • You're a spacecraft traveling in frictionless space, with a steady velocity. You have some retro-rockets that are intended for course correction; you have veered away from the intended trajectory for unknown reasons and you are trying to get back on it; remember, even a tenth of a degree has the potential to take you to some other galaxy that you never wanted to go; there are several gravitational forces along the way that you have to avoid and resist; you have only a few more retro rockets left and you haven't identified the galaxy you want to go to; what will you do?
  • If you are a person who can think of such things, what will you do?? :)

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Singing Self

I'm listening to "Singing Self" composed by Maestro Ilaiyaraaja. Wouldn't it be great if this song is played live by a symphony orchestra? It has to be a terrific experience. My only question would be who'd play the flute if Hariprasad Chaurasia is not around - he has added a lot of carnatic touches to this piece which the western classical flautists may find very difficult to reproduce. Just a thought. It must be fun to conduct this piece to a completely western audience!

Revolver

:: Revolver - A Guy Richie Movie ::

:: Revolver - A Guy Richie Movie ::

Plans for this weekend

Plans for this weekend

What kind of plans do we have for this weekend? On account of Navarathiri, my wife wants to invite some sumangalis to exchange vethalai paakku. So that's going on. We'll meet for dinner and will be met for dinner/lunch in the weekend. I'd probably have my piano class tomorrow. May meet my ex colleague at the beach tomorrow and do some boogie boarding. What else? I should get back to going to the gym. Have to get back in shape. I may watch some movie and read some books.

The piece that I'm listening to now..

The piece that I'm listening to now..

I'm listening to this piece on KUSC through real player. It reminds me of some irish folk music and the gypsy music that appears in Amadeus movie. I am in the process of finding out what this piece is....yes, I found out:



3:00 pm Zoltan Kodaly: Hungarian Rondo




Orpheus Chamber Orchestra




Deutsche Grammophon 447109


You know, I am kind of good at finding out what song played on Radio. I ask my friends, if they don't answer me, I go straight to the radio station.....call them and hum them the tune until they give me a convincing answer and in the process, I also manage to give out my wish list to them ;)

Kapi

Friday, October 07, 2005

Kapi...

You know the kind of coffee that you get from coffee machines at work? You almost know when you pour them into one of those despicable cups that this is not quite the coffee that you longed for....things turn worse when you pour some creamer on it - well, it is supposed to mix with the dark coffee and produce the light brown color delight that you drink. Rather, the powder stays on top of the liquid and more interestingly, when you mix it with the stupid stirrer, it is still BLACK!!! I HATE THIS KIND OF COFFEE. I think the liquid becomes so concentrated when you leave the pot on for so long. Why can't you get some nice coffee at work?

Sick Today

Monday, October 10, 2005

Sick Today

I have been sick over the weekend (today is Oct 10th) and it continued today and I decided to just stay at home rather than go to work. You know this stupid cold/flu or whatever it is needs to get out of the planet, although admittedly I have had far worse cases of flu. You just can't concentrate, especially when you are trying to get some work done in the office :) I sat and read some books. I had some time for myself. I am distracted by the Seinfeld episode 'The Busboy' right now :) I have atched this episode only once before.....Kramer is amazing. Anyways, coming back to the cold stuff - I am in the coughing phase right now. Hope to fully recover in a couple of days. However I'll be at work tomorrow.

My worst case of flu happened when I returned from India in Dec 2002, after meeting my future wife. It was so bad that I had to go to the doctor (for the first time in a couple of years) and get a shot and some allergy medicines and so forth. The 2003 New year was spent nicely in my bed.

There was one other time when my friend visited me when he was having flu. He got some honey cough drops with him and forgot to take them with him. I was just wondering why he left it on my dining table, when I started having my first symptoms....didn't really think I'll need them myself. I was down for a week :)

Sequences

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Sequences

1. chess board surrounded by mirrors

2. white sheet with moving light sources

3. Dancing around masks, with flowers scattered around

4. Color & BW

5. Dancing shadows

So we've got a bit of a problem ain't we?

So we've got a bit of a problem ain't we?

In fact, it's little bit more than a little bit of a problem isn't? On the scale of things you could say it's the mount f****** everest of problems. And the reasons it's such a mon-f******-strosity of a problem is, I don't have the first idea of what to do......!



The above statement should go from "pppp.....ffff". For those of you who don't know what the hell this means, the volume level of the description of the helpless situation starts out softly and ends several decibels higher.



Anyways, by now, you must all realise that my blogs will be interspersed with dialogues from LSATSB. I am putting my mind through heavy thinking these days, hoping to find a solution soon (don't ask me what the problem is). It's like flowing water reaching a rocky wall and trying to force itself through some path or the other. The pressure is building and it is hoped that the water will leave a huge canyon behind it and flow rapids-free for a reasonably long distance.....ffff>

Tomorrow marks something...

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Tomorrow marks something...

Yes, I almost forgot - tomorrow marks the 7th year anniversary of my arrival in the United States. That was 1998 when I landed at LAX, wearing a heavy brown shirt, brown jeans and an awesome belt, with reebok shoes (brown as well). I sure must have looked like an idiot at that time (not to mention now)....hoping to find this guy who said he'll pick me up. All I know that he is a student under the same advisor as mine and he is the son of my undergrad prof as well. Well, on a side note, he has turned out to be one of my closest friends and even like a mentor at times.



Somebody was holding a name card, looking for me and I naturally assumed that he is "the guy", but turns out that he just accompanied "the guy". I was glad to be in LA - I didn't like to think that's where my university is based or that's the cultural/entertainment capital - I was rather thinking of it more on the lines of a place where they shoot baywatch. Well, the two guys must have had good entertainment having me in the car when I asked them to take me first to the beach, hoping to find some good looking orange-clad life guards :) None of the three can forget that car ride, on ofcourse the now-infamous 405N.

Robert Moog

Monday, August 22, 2005

BBC NEWS | Entertainment | Obituary: Dr Robert Moog

It is an obituary, but turned out to be a great article on Dr. Moog's accomplishments. Sad to note that he may not have got everything he deserved.



http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/entertainment/4696651.stm


http://www.cnn.com/2005/TECH/08/22/moog.obit.ap/index.html







Obituary: Dr Robert Moog
Dr Robert Moog
Technical wizard: Bob Moog
Dr Robert Moog, the inventor of the electronic synthesiser, has died of brain cancer aged 71.

His synthesiser, which bears his name, revolutionised music from the 1960s onwards, and was used by bands like the Beatles and the Doors.

Today, the electronic manipulation of sound is a ubiquitous feature of popular music. This was not always the case, and Moog was one of the pivotal pioneers of synthesised sound.

His instruments transformed pop music during that most revolutionary and experimental of times, the 1960s.

Born in the New York City suburb of Queens in 1934, Robert Moog - the name rhymes with "vogue" - became fascinated with electronics as a child.

The Minimoog
The Minimoog proved popular among 'progressive' rockers

Aged just 14, and encouraged by his father, George, Moog built his first electronic instrument, a theremin.

In 1954, Moog - then 19 - and his father, started their own company, RA Moog, selling theremin kits, price $49.95 by mail order, from their home.

Alongside his hobby, Moog was studying hard. From the Bronx High School of Science, he went on to Queens College, before graduating in electrical engineering at Columbia University and earning a doctorate in engineering physics at Cornell.

Although RCA had already built a musical synthesiser, it was a vast beast, and never intended for sale.

Frank Zappa
Frank Zappa was a Moog fan
What Moog did, in 1964, was to produce and market a practical instrument, a small keyboard synth which could be used with relative ease.

"I didn't know what the hell I was doing," Moog later recalled. "I was doing this thing to have a good time, then all of a sudden someone's saying to me, 'I'll take one of those and two of that.' That's how I got into business."

Hollywood soon expressed an interest, but it was Wendy Carlos' 1968 Grammy-winning album, Switched-On Bach, which brought the Moog synthesiser to spectacular prominence.

Before long many musicians and groups, including the Doors, the Grateful Dead, the Rolling Stones and the Beatles, were using Moog synthesisers.

But the boom days were not to last. Even though the Minimoog, a stripped-down version of the original instrument and beloved by artists like Rick Wakeman, made waves when it came out in 1970, the writing was on the wall.

Robert Moog
Moog was always fascinated by electronics
With interest in purely electronic sound falling, and huge competition from other synthesiser manufacturers, most notably ARP Instruments and Electronic Music Studios, the bottom fell out of the market.

"Suddenly we went from a nine-month or a year backlog to having no backlog and no orders," Moog said. "I ran out of money at the beginning of 1971."

He sold a controlling interest in his struggling company and, more important, rights to the Moog Music name to a venture capitalist.

In 1978, he started a new company, Big Briar, building custom instruments and sound-effect boxes.

Even so, many musicians, including Brian Eno, Frank Zappa, The Cure and Fat Boy Slim, sought the Moog sound, keeping it alive, even as analogue synthesisers were wiped-out by their digital cousins.

After a lengthy legal battle, Moog reclaimed the rights to the Moog brand in 2002 and began selling instruments bearing his name for the first time in more than two decades.

July 29 2005 Post

Friday, July 29, 2005

Boogie Boarding

This has become one of my favourite sports now! Particularly, the last weekend, the waves were amazing at La Jolla Shores. They must have been at least 10-12 foot everytime...now, I don't belong to one of those extreme case surfers who go around pumping their adrenaline riding 40 foot waves and stuff. For now, riding the body boarding gives me so much fun and sense of accomplishment. I guess the next step would be to learn surfing. It is just that I've seen my friend with a severed finger tip 'cause somebody ran him over when he was surfing. Let's see how the beach is this weekend.

March 01 2005 Post

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

What's happening?

I should feel sorry for the fact that I haven't written in about two weeks or so. Well, I have been preoccupied with rehearsing for a light music show that is happening on March 4th at Qualcomm auditorium. We've been having weekday and weekend rehearsals for five songs that we are going to perform. The show is supposed to be a fund raiser for Tsunami and I'm really glad that I am a part of this. I enjoy rehearsing with the group, though it takes considerable amount of time. I wish we could do more songs, but five seems practical. Since I joined the group kind of late and for lack of clear information about the show, we started practising songs which are not going to be performed. We then narrowed it down to these five songs - "jaane jaan", "main koi..", "Pehla Nasha", "Intehaan ho gayi" and "Woh ladki hain kahaan". The last one turned out to be a surprise hit, at least so far, since it was introduced only a week or so back and we are already feeling pretty confident about that song.

This group is currently called "cryptojam" and we are contemplating a name change. People have been asked to feel free to come up with their suggestions, so I didn't feel shy and proposed a few names - "Frets, Keys and Snares", "Ten Strings" and so on. I don't know how unique these are, but people are still deciding.

I am also in the middle of recording the theme music of Swades on my keyboard. I am mostly done, I have to embellish it a little bit by appropriately panning a few tracks and adjusting the volume to bring out the grace. Well, it is only 2:35 minutes long, but it has taken me more than a week to do it. I guess the key is to realise that the composer himself wouldn't have taken so much time to do it (considering that he has composed it at his will) and I shouldn't be so anal about trying to exactly replicate it, with the exact same instruments. Anyways, the story goes on.

The next recording on my agenda is "yeh jo des hai tera" from Swades. Rahman has kicked ass in this song. There are multiple instruments and voices and it is going to be a challenge to get them all on my Synth. Let's try.

March 03 Post!

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Whistler's Mother

Well, this is a 50 million dollar painting that Mr. Bean faithfully destroys. First he sneezes on her face, then tries to wipe it off with his napkin which is soaked in ink from his leaking pen, after which he forcefully cleans it which results in the painting coming off the frame and him stepping on the painting by accident :) The damage done is not enough, so he takes the painting to the store room and finds lacquer thinner or the like and uses that to effectively clean the painting. He is relieved for a moment. He turns back only to find that the lacquer is eroding the face and tries to wipe it off with a dirty cloth. He rubs it so hard that there is no face left on the painting any more. Well, he also has the guts to think he can make up a face with his pen :D Ladies and Gentlemen, presenting, Rowan Atkinson.....



Posted on March 05, 2005.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Great Weekend!

Well, the weekend is almost ending now. It was terrific though. It started out with a late night rehearsal on friday night, for the impending debut show on saturday afternoon. People were tense, but things were "under control". It was raining on friday and that was pretty irritating. I always need some help in moving my keyboard 'cause it weighs a few tons. Amit offered to help that day and he came with his wife at about 8:45pm and we reached the Q auditorium only past 9. I realised that I had forgotten my keyboard stand and my chair, without which I can't play effectively. I somehow managed that day with a table and some random chair that I found. We were making some mistakes, but we all got the feeling that we were tending more towards perfection. We did each song twice and concentrated more on the parts where each of them needed improvement. I had added several more pieces for one song from "yes boss" - they came out decently. We wound up rehearsing past midnight, but we had to vote for the name of the group. We kept voting, for about half hour or so and finally couldn't converge on one of these "sand tunes" and "aaroh". We called it a night. I left the auditorium at around 2 am or so. We were supposed to return to the place by 11am on saturday.

I figured I'll be better off filling gas in my car than to get stranded somewhere in the rain. I did that. Mira Mesa was flooded like crazy - I've never driven through such flooded roads in the U.S. I took the freeway and a really memorable thing happened - I lost control of the car 'cause of the freaking rain!!!!! The car was going all over the place on the freeway and beyond a point, I tried controlling it and left nature to take its own course. I somehow maintained my cool at that time and fortunately the car came back to the lane (in the right direction!) and I regained control. I kept it at 50mph after that. I was fortunate and so was the group, for the show was eagerly awaited for.

The night was peaceful. Poor wife was awake to receive me. We left for the auditorium at 10:45 am and reached there past 11am. People were almost set up and it didn't take me much time to set it up. Our show was at 3pm and we had just enough time to go through each song once. We did that and we did that better than before. Still some mistakes though. We agreed on not making those :)

After having lunch outside, we come back to the auditorium to find a lot of people from the audience having filled up the seats already. There was slight tension in the music group, but it was under control. Well, the show started precisely at 3pm and wallah! - we guys performed like we never did before - pretty much flawless rendition of all the songs. The audience started clapping, dancing and waving their hands for each song. We took only seconds between each song to make adjustments and get tuned - something that we had miserably failed on before. In the middle of the first song, the drummer boy dropped his stick! It simply didn't matter, the rest of us kept up our tempo and he was quick enough to pick it up. It was almost as though it added a nice effect to that song :) He apparently broke one of his sticks in the fourth song, but continued with the broken stick for the remainder of the show and it somehow seems to have worked greatly! We even thought of naming our group as "The Broken Sticks". Our song sequencing was great, the tempo slowly picked up from the first song and it ended on a high note.

We wind up immediately and removed our equipment. Everyone in the group was pleasantly surprised as to how it turned out. Apparently, some people even thought we were hired professionals :) We seemed to have generated a lot of interest from the public - some of them wanted to join our band. We were really cool by then, so we said "we would have to audition you first" :) The whole evening was pretty exciting for all of us. Well, that was only a part of the whole event. The rest of the evening was filled with Dance, Fashion parade, Skit, more Dance, etc. None of these shows were inferior to our own - they were all really great. I think Qualcomm Indians did a great job in organizing this event. It was very professional.

We celebrated our success by having dinner at a Thai restaurant. My wife and I had to receive my undergrad friend who was coming to visit me for a day, so we left the group after the dinner. They continued with their celebration for the night.

R. Madhavan


I like this guy the most amongst the next generation heroes of Tamil Cinema. He does act very well in general. He screwed up in a couple of movies in the middle may be because of bad directors. We recently watched two of his movies - "Priyasaki" and "Ramji Londonwale" (tamil and hindi respectively). I wouldn't have watched these if Maddy hadn't been there. He did a great job in both movies. I think he makes a conscious effort not to get stereotyped like the other heroes/actors out there. Maniratnam even had him play a villain in "Ayudha Ezhuthu" :) Only he could have come up with such a role for him, more importantly, imagined him in such a role. And Maddy did not disappoint. He's particularly adorable when he gets angry, in the movie of course :)

There was a time, when he responded to my emails (yes, he did...when he just finished Alaipayudhe). anyways, anyways, I don't want to sound cheezy here....

Posting again!

I have just a few of my posts stored in my temporary internet files....thank God for that. I'll try to post them again. But this is nonsense. This is such a big loss for me man.

What a moron!

Could you believe what I just did a few minutes back??? I deleted my entire blog accidentally! There seems to be no way out of this. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I tried and tried, but there is nothing in the blog's website that will allow me to recover all my posts. I didn't know the difference between a post and a blog and that cost me a whole bunch. Man, this was a big big disappointment for me. All my posts are gone. I had written a lengthy post about Ilayraja's visit. that's completely gone now. What will I do? I am not sure if it is stored somewhere. I think I should store all the blogs in my gmail account or something from now on. This is too much. I am freaking frustrated with this thing.